I don’t know when I started doing this. Whether it was a conscious decision, or my inability to make a decision. Whatever the case, interesting how waiting for a sign seems to make everything that much clearer.
For too long now, I have allowed my life to pass me by. Stagnating, while I pursued what I believed was was the best path for me, while sinking further and further into apathy, depression and sadness. Frustration made me lose interest in everything around me as I withdrew into a shell. A shadow of the person I know I could be.
Going to bed tonight, I know what I must do. While so many doors have closed, and are closing, around me, there is one that has remained open. Its light was dim before, but has brightened in recent months. A light that can no longer be ignored.
Now, the bricks need to be laid. Everything carefully thought out as a path is forged. Finally, I feel an excitement within me. A dying ember has been rekindled. It’s an excitement of something new. Tomorrow, I start forging that path. I cannot wait to see what the future holds.
Could you please share. I too am indecisive and do not want my life to pass me by. I am young and right now I am falling apart. Please share what you realized
My path will become clearer in its own time. It’s events that have occurred that made me realize the right choice that I need to take and should have done so ages ago. What is right for me, might not be right for you. What I did, several times, was write a friend an e-mail and lay down all the choices I had, each with pros and cons. Do that and go from there.