I am sitting here and doing anything to put off putting my thoughts on to paper. This week has been busy, so I have not really had much of a chance to do anything, let alone think. Now that it’s weekend, I am able to do both, and suddenly, I don’t want to do anything.
Fact is, I am scared. Here is this golden opportunity just waiting for me to reach out and grab it, and I am terrified of screwing it up. It’s like I am frozen. I cannot move. I cannot make up my mind what to do first and in the indecision, the fear just blossoms even more. I almost feel nauseous thinking about it all.
I know, put it off much longer and I am going to blow it.
But just once, I am wishing there was someone beside me to share this ride. I know I can do this, but it would mean so much more coming from someone sitting beside me.
Know what I mean?
Sup Trudz we are all next to you, just electronically!
Just do one thing at a time, and if you’re enjoying it your best work will flow out.
It’s always the first hurdle that seems the hardest! you have nothing to loose, so much to gain, and people who have your back =)
Desiree van Rooyen aka Fightingspirit said:
I just want to say something. Do not let fear RIDE u, FEAR will bring u down. If we all lived in fear oh boy what an aweful world we would live in.
Live ur life to the fullest. Follow ur dreams to the ultimate. Be who u need to BE.
Desiree aka Fightingspirit
Current song of the moment is “Metalingus” by Alter Bridge.
One line says, “Fear will kill me, all I could be. Lift these sorrows. Let me breathe, could you set me free”